I like this penny better. It fits in my pocket, too.

Still feeling disconnected. Just helped some people out. One does not benefit from enemies or acquaintances. They benefit from those who will be there to back them against said enemies. Idk.

But if you can help someone, there is no reason not to. I now have 2 more allies.

So Charleh apparently said he was going to lock himself in his room when he found out I was coming over. Only didn't so he could go to Wal-mart and be a thief.

Erica helped me be amused by tossing a rock at his window for me...and beeping to wake him up. I died laughing at the rock thing. We were both doing that silent-laugh thing, then...just...died. xD Also learned about angry birds. Then placed a few squeezable bird things in a vacuum aisle by color. I stuck a pepperoni stick on some cherries. Felt they needed it most.

Think I'll called Charleh, Abe, now. Accidental name ftw. I think this guy at the Dandy liked me...too bad his face was like James. Else I'd have had interest. Also, my wandering eyes and flirtiness is all theoretical now...

:) On the 7th I will hopefully be meeting someone. It'll be my 2nd meeting with a far-off guy. Sure, he's not 5,000 miles away like the first...but still.

He's been persistent. My heart finally found her home and seems to no longer push. She is happy with him...I mean...he's not my boyfriend...yet...I...kind-of...would like to call him that..:) He makes me feel alright. Like when you get home from somewhere and curl up in your blankie and smile. He makes me feel like that.

Seeing Erica just randomly kiss Dorian made me jealous...I'll have 2 days with Derek. A shy meeting day, a night, and a parting day...my iTunes is being sweet. "Feeling Good" (chosen), then "Love, Rein O'er Me", then "Every Rose Has Its Thorn".

But...just...a week. A week was enough. 2 days will pass faster than...than a good snow day when you have homework undone.

But...memories...I...know it'll be amazing. Beautiful. Sweet, angelic, perfect...with any luck...

My heart no longer wanders. It...she...has found her home. Iamme is happy. Iamme is my heart. Fursonified...

Derek...if you ever read this...you're the reason I'm still alive. Thank you for being there when no one ever was...

Sigh...back to real life...Abraham fucking Lincoln told my boss I stalked him, apparently...sigh.

I wanna curl up and die sometimes.

Again...the allies will be my only hope for getting out of this. They're his room mates and know the truth. If they tell Gina, along with all my other friends...she will without a doubt know he's full of shit.

I hate liars.

I hate that Penny.