I'm kind-of only human.

I'm sorry for hurting you; it wasn't planned, but I did have every right to do what I did. It was definitely fairly spontaneous, though I did have quite a battle in my head because I knew I might hurt you.

I could easily just get with this guy and be semi-happy for some period of time. But honestly? I'm not going to date someone just because he lives near me. You're a catch, and he isn't my type.

My self esteem wavers a lot. It didn't do me good for all of the guys I ever...did things with, to be fairly unattractive. Well. In that they turned me off rather than on when I looked at them or felt them.

I always wanted to do something with someone who I found, well...hot. So this did wonders for my self esteem.

...random now:
I kind-of wish I had the parts for some of these a capella groups in Family Guy, like for the Vasectomy song.

Anyhow...I'm hoping he forgives me. The nearby guy knows I'm not gonna date him, but we're still gonna hang out cuz he's a good listener and I liked hanging out with him.

Next time I see him, I might trade him my Pokemon Black for his Pokemon White :P He showed me it last night and I was like...WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME, I'D HAVE BROUGHT MY DS.

My mind is fairly eclectic. I start work tomorro--today. KFC. I hope I do well. The manager and I hit it off at my interview, so hopefully I'm all good.

Oh, I performed ...wait. I got distracted. What did I perform? <<; OH YEAH.

Buffy suddenly hock, hock, hocked...I grabbed a tissue by two corners and ran to her...CAUGHT it mid-air. I am so awesome, legends will speak of my awesomeness for years to come.

That is all. Good night-morning.