Enter Nightmare.

So last night at work, my manager flipped out on me. I have 2 managers, Gina and Danny. I adore and respect Gina, and she is why I stick around. I thought I got along somewhat with Danny, even if our minds worked in opposition.

When someone does something or says something disrespectful about/towards someone I respect or am close to, I won't let it go unheeded. So Gina had come in on her day off because we have so few employees right now, and she was overworked. I wondered where she was and asked Dan. He said, "She's out in the lobby...crying." Then he gave an ear-to-ear smile and laughed lightly. I looked out and her head was in her hands.

Seeing how I respect Gina, I was NOT happy with him laughing. I said, "You're seriously laughing at the fact she's crying?" in absolute shock and disbelief at him. His face went serious and said, "No, she's not fucking crying. Jesus, what the fuck is your problem?" He mumbled a few things and said, "I don't know why anyone fucking talks to you back here." And he slammed some things on the counter and walked off...

I just...broke down. I haven't cried in a month or so, and I sobbed uncontrollably. I went over to where my co-workers were, hiding my face behind my hat. But the sobbing was getting louder. Heather, a supervisor-to-be, took notice and I told her Dan flipped out on me. She said, "This is an on-going problem, we need to say something." I freaked and said, "No, I can't talk to him..don't make me..." She didn't mean him, she meant Gina.

She told Gina, and I told Gina exactly what happened, what I had said and thought and what he had said to me and done. Then I said I couldn't stand being here right now, and she said, "Ok, bye." I'm pretty sure she was ok with me going, but I hope she believed me about Dan. I told Heather I was sorry for having to leave, she understood.

Even typing it up now makes me want to cry again, no lie. I'm scared now. I'm pmsing, but I would have cried no matter what when confronted like that. I'm scared though that I'll encounter him tomorrow at work and he'll go off on me again, and no one will see it, no one will believe me...

I'm hoping to God that either Anna or Spencer are there. Anna is a great witness (she can blab a lil, but she tells truths generally), and I am...thinking Spencer would actually be the type of guy to stand up to Dan for me, even if he probably doesn't care too much for me. I think he respects that I respect him and know he's a really smart guy. I dunno.

I only work until the end of this month...but still...meh...Idk what'll happen next I see Dan. I hope things don't go horrid...