It was a year ago she passed on...

September 17th.

At this time a year ago, she was a husk with muscles forcing her to stay alive.

It sounded like moans. Like hiccuping gasps. If you're out of breath, you huff with your voice...and imagine that after strong hiccups.

Her eyes wouldn't stay shut...nor mouth...large dark areas appeared on her, where she had begun to die. Her skin was saran wrap and a pinprick would stretch to the size of a penny...

Her heart kept beating 5 minutes after she stopped breathing. It was 3:12 or 3:13 PM when she died...

Can I forgive her...

I don't know. Her eyeball touched the pillow and her mouth wasn't closed...the stuffed animal over her heart moved and...and when it stopped...it was because...her heart didn't move...