Porn Filters --- Keep Your Fish Celibate

I love Dexter, but that episode just stressed me out majorly. Being an empath means when the main character lets his dark passenger take the reins freely...I end up stressed as fuck.

Also, have been having a recent issue. Something that happens monthly, with varying levels of intensity. I have no way to satiate the craving. 3 to 4 times a day is rather tiring for my arms, and other parts. You see, someone recently told me I should use something other than myself. <<' And, being catty as a femme fatale, I easily noticed something I could use.

So now I crave a someone and cannot obtain a someone. I DO have someone who fell in love with my body. But I'd rather fuck a cactus than touch the thing, or let him touch me. Length doesn't matter if I'm not turned on. And he turned me OFF.

Oh well, he's...hopefully out of my life. Too much drama. Annoying little child getting everything handed to him.

Recently been pondering if I could get accepted into a website of some sort. Easy money, safe, fun...I mean, being a porn star is honestly a good career choice. But at the same time I'm unsure my scars would bode well with that. And morals, but whatever with them. England knows our spite for sex and adoration of gore is insane. I do too.

If it could find me some cute long-haired boy...I'd probably leap on it. I am...insanely catty right now. And I cannot satiate my craving!!! UGH.

I have no life, googling it. Sigh, I've been horny for a week, it needs to end now.