He Returned.

He's back. Not 100% due to schedule conflicts, but...he's back :)

I cannot recall if I mentioned him previously. Can't imagine not spilling my guts out about the second guy who I'd ever fallen for in such a way. But either way, I'm mentioning him now.

He did unto me as I once did unto my first love --- he left my life, refused contact...and now...he's returned. He missed me, I missed him. He felt horrible for leaving, but...how could I not forgive him. I had begun to realize nearing his departure that I...that I loved him. I still love him. He has no idea, would likely be afraid of the word and not believe I meant it, but it's not something I choose in this case. It's not hormones, it's been consistent for months. When he came back...I cried from happiness.

I can only hope...that he remains in my life.