Can't Win.

I choose friends, grandparents gets upset...I choose work, I get stressed/grandparents get upset...I choose grandparents, work or friends get upset/then I get stressed.

Can't fucking win here.

They need to get some fucking colored vision or something, all they see is the bad in what I do. They are intolerant and it's fucking crazy.

:/ Tired...need sleep.

Also found out, my wonderful public, that I cannot even watch porn after saying 'good night' to them and going to bed with the laptop to prep myself for sleep <<; Why?

They watch the blinking lights on the router and know when I'm online.

-______-

Maybe I should DC and just play Bonetown. But alas, that game's good foreplay for my mood but...it's hard to play a game and, at the same time, rub one out; being that I'm a girl and we naturally have certain positions we have to be in in order to get off.

Again. I wish I had normal grandparents and not fucking energizer bunny republicans who praise the lord like they breathe him. They probably do. UGH.

...

Anyhow.

A girl I met on a Pokemon Spriting forum half a decade ago, at the same time I met my first boyfriend...

Whelp. She goes to my college now. Small world. People can say the internet is full of creeps, but they need to realize that most of the people they'd know would be on the internet. That'd mean the majority of them are creeps.

If not, then the internet is mostly filled with just PEOPLE. With creeps scattered around in dark corners, just like in real life, being very, very easy to stop.

((except for Dexter))

They just don't get it. Sigh. If they only knew the truth...

But they never will.

Ever.