I don't know, there are so many answers.

LOVE my luck. Started liking a guy who worked at the pizza place next to subway. I, being me, fucking chickened out :P Even got my co-worker to tell him I had something to say to him when he had a moment. I backed out. I asked him if he lived near somewhere, he said he lived at this place not that, his boss was there...oh god I turned red as fuck. I just left. I gave up. x3

...so now I find out he's gone. Probably broke curfew (parole), and the pizza place has some new, ASSHOLE owners. :/ So even though today, I remembered one of my life mottos,

"If you do it, you'll regret it. If you don't do it, you'll regret it. Either way you'll regret it; might as well just do it."

...it was too late. :/ Fuck my luck. He didn't have a cell, no one knows where he lives exactly so...:/

*sighs* So anyhow...:/

Um. Let's see. Bert n' Mysh need to come down off their clouds and remember, I dunno...maybe I'm one of the fans he had back when his videos only had 500 views? Maybe I've always been a supporter and a spreader of their videos? Nope, now I'm ignored. Rather annoyed...:/ Idk. I just...like to know I exist sometimes.

Gonna be sick to my stomach soon because, WELL...this girl has a gelatin intolerance.

=.= But I LURVE Marshmallow Circus Peanuts. But they have gelatin in them...

If you don't like/get sick from regular marshmallows, cream cheese, cool whip, gummy bears...you're probably like me. Your body doesn't produce gelatinase, or at least not enough of it. :/ It's the SPECIFIC thing that breaks down gelatin...meh...

So I'm getting more into Minecraft. I like my world.

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Alliroe is what I named my world, though tbh Alliroe is my generic name for worlds or lands I create. It was the alternate dimension/world where my hybridians (anthros) lived. Made all this stuff up when 10 or less, still remember and use it.

Anyhow, my world is boss. It has THE PERFECT place for a home. A hollowed-out area beneath a HUGE jungle tree that is separate from the rest of the jungle biome because it's on the other side of the river. So basically it sticks out like a sore thumb. And even with low render distance, I can see it from about anywhere, cuz it's in a plains area. There's a beautiful ravine near my home as well. It's just all-around quaint.

Also discovered a seemingly perfect biome...

brave

As the seed. Simple, sweet, good to start at I'd say.

I may restart on my world though...cuz I kinda...well...CREEPERS...kinda...pock-marked my landscape and I just lost like, everything. Again. :P


...dunno what Olivier thought by trying to hook me up with an ugly religious guy. Oy vey...

I met a very similar-to-me girl today. She was also an artist who failed at humans and preferred to draw nature pics. She sang (obviously, cuz we were at the college for a choir club), she ALSO was scouting out potential hot guys...which was...honestly pretty amusing to know I wasn't the only one.

Lamictal might be working, not sure. I just want college to start, I feel so...antsy. I don't have anything specific to do...

Might go on a walk in a second, the scent of storm is a blessing and her wind caresses.

I dreamt about....DEXTER SPOILER DON'T READ DON'T READ DON'T READ IF YOU HAVEN'T WATCHED THE MOST RECENT SEASON IN ITS ENTIRELY (which everyone should cuz dexter is the best show I have ever seen in my LIFE, every single season is AWESOME and makes you NEED the next one. NEED.)

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Deb just...observed. Accepted. They made love, she tried to figure things out, was too attracted to him to mind. It was a weird dream. She asked questions, what happened to Doakes and such, how he did it...but mostly just...had fallen for him.

Idk. Dream. <<;






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Also dreamt about tornadoes, which was cool, I love those dreams.

*yawns*...I miss tv. :(

I miss a lot of things I guess. I don't miss driving around in this heat xD I need to get outside, it's getting dark. Adios.