Let me hold you

An enigma, sweet and bitter
Like the rose on your ear
Your voice a cradle and words soft
Though at times they betray the tone lacked by type
Jealousy devours and carves into me like the shy girl I am
I want you to feel for me and not ask for less
I cannot give less when I feel the greater
The mountain cannot avalanche a snowball
I can't feel less for someone as you are
I want you to see me, every facet, every flaw and speck inside of me
Opalescent with rough stone against my frame
Easy to break and easier to look over
Soft but beautiful but fragile as snowdrops...

Let me a chance
Don't pity the girl who hurts you always
Let the girl in who sees beauty in you
Who wants you, wants to see those eyes
Be close to that one of few who she lets hold her
And actually wants to be near
I'll call you my love, mi amore, anything
And if I couldn't satisfy...so be it
I so crave though to taste the sweet nectar
Feel the metal against my lips as I linger like a snowflake on a petal
I've wanted this for so long, attracted in every way
To a unique soul who maybe can see me...

Give me a chance
Stop giving it to the undeserving
My jealousy doesn't care for anything as her fangs show
She wants
All I want
Is to be held again...
I miss you...