Saturday, January 12, 2013 | By: Anzel

Hemikiller.

This migraine's getting worse. Pain meds aren't dulling it anymore. They're as effective against it as M&M's. The meds work for other pains in my body, but not this now.

Needless to say, I'm starting to lose it. Darkness, silence, sleeping, pain meds, warmth, cold...

Nothing works. Nothing. It feels like someone's stabbing needles into tiny areas on my head.

I'm afraid my aunt's migraines are finally gonna bear down on me. Shit it feels like a thousand small fingertips are tinking into my skull. On a scale of my known pain I'd give it 3 when least painful and 4.5 most. I'm losing my ability to describe it or really do much, or enjoy much, because it's more distracting than menstrual pain because it's in my fucking head.

My head is being smothered. And only the skull, not my face. Just my skull, from my brow and back. My ears are ringing like they have been on and off for a month. It's getting more prevalent. I...give up on pain meds because they honestly do nothing to this migraine. It's on par with my storm pains in its immunity to pain meds. But...at least my storm pains actually tell me something semi-useful. All this migraine tells me is...nothing.

Because there is NO. REASON. FOR. IT. RIGHT. NOW.

And normally there is a reason. But right now, there literally is nothing, because I've been so desperate to get rid of the pain I've done everything necessary...

Make it go away so I can enjoy life again...

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