Don't forget.

If you hurt someone I am close to, a friend or simply someone I respect, I will be merciless.

That being said. Make sure you get your facts straight beforehand, I do not like making a fool of myself with my bluntness and extreme coldhearted analysis of what I believe are the facts.

Derek's out of my life. Just...not going to go into it. I am unthrilled, I will take months at least to stop myself from saying his name in my head when I hurt and want someone to turn to.

We melted a knife in the oven at work yesterday. Freaked out at a plastic smell, the entire store reeked, then  Jess found it and laughed like, "YOU FUCKING TARDS LOL" at my co-worker and I as we removed the metal with tongs and flew outside to dispose of it before our boss came in. No one knows what happened, the knife hasn't been seen in a while, maybe something fell in the oven or something happened near the wall? Who knows. The boss doesn't. That's all that matters.

*yawns* Sticking up for people is a half-and-half for me. I have before been very good when it came to this aspect. But at the same time, sometimes my friends actually were full of shit. Like my ex-best friend. Lost a friend y defending what she told me. But I am so ruthless that once all is said and done there's no turning back.

Got Dean's gf? to block me on fb because I went after her with a fiery spite for her trying to pull the long distance abandon-and-forget-he-existed move. I may be right, maybe she just replied angrily, defending herself and blocking me, because I caught exactly what she was up to.

Seeing how Dean did it to me once, I knew. EXACTLY. What she was doing.

No. Mercy.

If you are my friend, to the point where I feel respect for you, I will take a knife for you. Doesn't mean if I find out you weren't going to be knifed and I took a needless knife, that I won't be pissed. But I will take the knife.

I can be absolutely distant and not talkative about 95% of the time, but when I am needed I am loyal. My anxiety disorder and mood swings do not change that. If you can tolerate my defects enough to see who I truly am and accept me, then when you really need someone, I am there.