Fall to breaking, not peace...

I need to go to sleep before I do something people might regret. I wouldn't regret it, I wouldn't be capable of regret if I did it. At this point I don't see much. It's all bleak for me. I only find nice guys that live so far from me that in another time, I'd never have met them if I spent my entire life walking.

My external hard drive just failed on me. No information within it is accessible, it may have wiped itself. I'd just found a guild on WoW of people who listened to me...I had some friends...

It'd take a few weeks to download WoW again. And I'd only be able to do so on this netbook. Without a cooling pad, it's not particularly logical. My dad would rather choke on a razor blade than let me download WoW on his desktop.

So now I have no escape. I live in the middle of nowhere with no boyfriend and a job where everyone hates me, and my one fucking escape is gone.

If this Unisom doesn't put me to sleep, I don't know what I might do. I'm not stable anymore. I'm...I'm just done.