Black Water.

Oh Derek :)

Let's see how much of my vivid, partially-lucid dream I can actually write down. Thank you, Prozac, for the vivid dreaming and giving me partial control of them a few hours after taking you :)

Was still trying to get in contact with Derek, like I have been irl...he posted from a friend's account somewhere, and all his friends started talking to him, including me. I tried to hide my feelings for him to seem like just another friend. He seemed a little down, but also like a goof. His friends told funny stories about him and said silly things.

After a while he and I got to talking because he added me on his friend's fb and were gonna talk through it. (it's a dream; logging onto his own fb is not dream-logic, sorry)

But then the dream shifted and I was sitting on a platform waiting to talk to him. (i recognized the memories my dream used; it was my elementary school playground's large field) I was looking at the sky, then looked and saw his friend, and occasionally him by his side. His friend eventually pointed to me and they walked over...

He was limping with his left leg. I don't know if his knee injury was in his left leg or right, but my dream just took a wild guess, and I kinda give kudos to my dream to taking in the fact he's hurt right now. He limped over and he had this...big-ass grin on his face and just sat down next to me. My heart kinda soared, and I just lied by him...

Then I woke up. But the image in my head is very vivid. I'm going to draw it quick. It was a...really nice scene.

Mmk, HORRIBLE gesture drawing, but got my mind's image into an illustration with a labelled memory on the back of the paper.

I miss him, even if he won't miss me for a LONG time.