In My Little Bubble.

I've read up and Wellbutrin appears to have a Honeymoon Effect, and I'm truly hopeful it isn't the case with me. I want to keep feeling like this. Feeling willing and actually ABLE. A-B-L-E. That is a new word for me.

I feel brilliant. Physically.

My aunt and grandparents wouldn't believe it was the meds, meh.

Posted this on fb,


"I have so much that I have to and WANT to do...no one believes how badly I want to feel differently...no one. :/ Why can't I feel normal, why does nothing fix this."

My aunt replied,
"Its not that people dont "want to accept" that youre not lazy... They form opinions based on what they see. Unfortunately, those opinions may be based on only part of the whole story... but at the end of the day Actions speak Louder than Words. Too many people promise the world, and then go ahead and do whatever they want. Instead of making excuses for themselves and getting mad... if they just DID something about it... maybe people would change their opinions. I may not like people's criticisms of me... buti have to be honest and admit that if I come across a certain way, there might be "some" truth to it. :("

:/

I fucking hate this side of my family. That is how they do everything, they condescend me and say they know I'm just being lazy and such in hidden ways, getting people to think I'm full of it...

Bah.