Boing Boing Boing.

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I have energy.

Started on Wellbutrin today. Wheeeeeeeeee...I'm in a neutral mood but I have fucking ENERGY. And energy to fuck, but that's irrelevant at the moment.

Took a melatonin so my mind can slow the fuck down. I got stressed at work but maintained a...tolerating mood most of the day, no break downs, it was...I dunno.

Got either a migraine aura or...something in the middle of the day though, it's still lingering. F'ed with my speech and thought process, but it's a familiar thing.

*yawns*...Yeah...I dunno. I literally feel lifted, my body is lifted, manic, not entirely but it's...it's a good thing. I can do shit. I'm literally being lazy right now cuz I COULD do my job applications but am just being a lazy-ass. When before it was for other reasons. Also, I'm still out-of-it...

Fuck my aunt. She replied to a fb status I made saying discreetly that I WAS lazy, the status asking no one in particular why people can't accept that I didn't have a choice in the matter when my mood got like it was. She has never fucking been in my body, she has never fucking felt what I have and can fuck off and go to hell.

My mind's going, so this is its final word:
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee