Save You. (a poem)

I could stare into your eyes forever

Lost in their beautiful hue

This genuine look within them
Silken and true

You're broken, aren't we all?
Everyone's unique

But you're still my other piece

Something about you is good for me

It only hurts that fate denies us

But fate is only entropy

And entropy is nothing if not unpredictable
Be the Jim to my Pam

It hurts now

It won't always

Don't give up, I won't let you

You break my heart with your silence

It feels eternal

Every minute an hour

Every heartbeat craving your return

Unsure if it'll be the next minute or the next month

As you've been known to disappear

Until I try

And try

Because I can't give up

I hurt you so badly

But you were still there

Down on my luck, I spoke to you

And you asked how anyone could reject

A beautiful, smart, amazing girl like me

Or some other terms like those

And I just melted in your hands again

But I guess it couldn't work still

You're kind-of an enigma

But only because of the entropy of your life

Constantly putting you down

I want to hold you

Be the crutch for you

The glue to hold you together

And the person you can maybe, one day...

Open up to?

I looked back

As memories are quite flawed

And you didn't give up, you kept trying

You were the one who had hope

But now you don't

I'm not going to let you give up

Because I love you

Even if you can't feel that way for me

Anytime soon

You may not remember it now

But you said it once

You need to meet me

To know what you're waiting for

What's here

We both know one another is true

But we need to see to believe

The reality of this

You are the guy

I'm done looking

Looking at you

Makes me smile

Makes me feel like I have something to look forward to

You

We used to kiss

Cuddle

Remember?

I taught you to speak in actions

And you felt it

And I was so glad

And it felt so nice

But you grow distant now...

I'll still try...

Maybe you do feel something...

Maybe...

Smile for me...

You haven't said it for a year now...

But I'll always remember it...

Because it always worked...

You always saved me from myself...

Now I need to save you...