Never Gonna Give...

I hate when I can't even fucking play a game because someone's decided to team kill.

Pic unrelated but from the same game.

Now I'm just stressed...

Boss tried to get me to come into work today. My first day off in over a week. :/ I lied and said I had to go to church and couldn't. Then he asked me to stay 2 hours later tomorrow, 12-7 now...meh.

I think Derek's reverting...slowly...not time-wise, but...meh, my ex is convinced he really does like me even if he represses and hides it...

Got to play with Kilplix the other night...was boring. If he said anything it was only over his livestream. He was nothing special. He really does edit out all his fails in his videos...

Too stressed to tolerate existence right now, I just want to curl up with Derek...I really..really hope one day I can...